I don't know why i feel like this?

If has never been enjoyable for you, then something isn't right. i agree that should only be shared with someone you love, but it should also be pleasurable for you. There are a number of reasons why you feel dirty for being pregnant, but no one but you will be able to know. Women who were ually abused during their childhood/teenage years often feel like this. To find out why and try and fix the issue, you need to find the root of your problem. i can't give much advice on this because abuse is really the only thing i could think of that would make you feel this way. Have you ever heard of AZ's Love Line? It's mon-fri (or thurs, i 4get) radio show and it's hosted by Dr. Drew, a type of psychologist, and he takes calls from all over. He and whoever his guest is for the night will try to help and give you advice. He's really good. Here's the number: 1-800-LOVE-191 (1-800-568-3191). i really recommend you give him a call. Here's the site ---> a href="http://lovelineshow.com/stationfinder?action=stateSearch&state=AZ" rel="nofollow"http://lovelineshow.com/stationfinder?ac…/a or just tune your radio to 97.9 FM weeknight between 9 and 10 pm so you can know what time to call. Good luck.